Running away.

I don’t think I am cut out for relationships. The cliche, ‘Its not you, its me’ is only too true here. It is who I am, the person I have become. I have two more weeks till I go back to Newcastle and frankly, it is looking less appealing by the minute. What I have [...]

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Spain

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Insecurities.

10 months.
That’s how long I have not written.
Insecurities. Friends who know me will often describe me as confident amongst many other things but like everyone else, I do have my share of insecurities. After a mind blowing year in Newcastle, I returned back to Singapore. Unlike most people, I was not looking forward to coming [...]

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Looking back.

2008. Japan, New York, Las Vegas, New Jersey, London, Newcastle, Holland, Scotland, Paris and Bulgaria. It has been quite a year for me. Going to all these places has really opened up my myopic perception of the world. Seeing and experiencing all the different cultures, people and places is something that the books can never [...]

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What ifs

It seems almost surreal. Everything has been based on the possibles, the should have been and the what ifs. We met on a thursday night. On a pub crawl that I never meant to go. It was the last pub that night and frankly, I just wanted to get home. As I sat at the [...]

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I hate the visa application centre.

I am back in sg and I lost my passport. Yup, after spending close to 6 months overseas and having nothing happen to my passport. The first day back, I lost it. I hate the UK visa application centre. Having living by myself for more than two years, I now absolutely cannot stand living at [...]

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It is what it is.

I have two more days left here in LBI, in States. Summer of 2008 has arrived and passed, just like that. Another summer has gone by and a new chapter of my life begins. I made many memories and friends during my time here. People who have helped shaped my memories and possibly even me. [...]

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Change is constant

Today, I thought about Yvonne. For no apparent reason while working, my mind drifted towards her and I wondered how is she doing? The last time I saw her was almost a year ago and I must say, I couldn’t recognize her. Don’t get me wrong, physically she has not changed. Well, maybe she gained [...]

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Summer of 2008

Coming back to States for the second time has definitely changed my impression about many things. Opinions and impressions that I formed about certain people and places during my first year are no longer valid. Take for instance, Long Beach Island. Last year, I was captivated by the soft sand and the sounds of the [...]

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Crazy few days.

This is my fourth day in LBI and so far, everything has been crazy. I have been put to work immediately by my boss and this time I have been given more responsibilities. He’s putting me in charge of the windows crew and says that I’ll need to step up. What happened to a fun [...]

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